Diary of Princess Twin-bun.

Entry # 48:

That insufferable sagged-face emperor was in the news again today. Their so-called clone army has reached even the farthest planets in the galactic republic. The whole news seemed very alarming to my my dad and his advisers. I had to see my father leave home. I really have no idea where he flies off to during crises like these, but, being a senator and all, I think he is needed somewhere else. I miss him though. I can't imagine leaving my home any time soon. Alderaan has always been home. I think I'll stay here forever. 

Entry # 56:

It's been about three weeks since I last saw my father.  I've been sleeping in my parent's chambers since father's departure. I can tell my mom misses him terribly. I told her we could visit Coruscant but she said the capital isn't safe anymore. They say there's a war coming but I think I'm too young to understand that. I'll be turning twelve in two days and I have finally convinced mother to cancel the feast that she's been planning on that day. I guess the best gift from my parents this year is to have the three of us together, perhaps on a vacation... and probably to have R2 repaired... again... :)

Entry # 271:

Dad's good friend Captain Brando Calrissian died today. I was not allowed to travel with mother and father to Cloud City for the funeral. The good captain is survived by his only son, (and now orphan) Lando. Though I haven't met Lando, who probably has the same age as mine, my sincerest condolences are with him. Somehow I know what it feels like being an orphan. That very fact was never hidden from me since my childhood. But I am so blessed to have been raised as an Organa. Mother and father has loved me much like their very own. I miss them now. I hope they'll be safe. And for the Cpt. Calrissian, I hope the force would lead his spirit to safety and eternal bliss.

I remember Captain Calrissian, during his visits when I was younger, narrate a seemingly familiar story of a Queen falling in-love with a peasant. I couldn't recall the whole story but I remember it being a tragedy. The Jedi temple in Coruscant that I always hear about was said to have been sacked by the peasant-turned-Jedi. The beautiful queen died of a broken heart. And the peasant-turned-Jedi-turned-Sith? It is said that he still alive until today, hiding in a cape and mask made of guilt, taking orders blindly by megalomania and greed. Poor guy.

try travelling without taking pictures...

the strongest woman in the world is indeed Queen Amidala

Senator Padme, technically.

the promises she heard from the then Jedi Warrior she bore her Jedi kids with were all bogus.

"i will not bend i will not break."

but then she stood strong and firm.

"youre going down a path i cannot follow"

probably the bravest line youll ever tell someone you love.

you see, when ambitions consume you, once you get anchored within that vehemently seductive belly of the beast, there's still a way out, the question is, do you want a way out?

"i always wanted to go to Cambodia. plant Cannabis Sativa, literally on a pot. collect the sand from every beach i soak in. read my favorite book on a hammock at 530 in the morning (when Venus is most visible). get bitten by an insect and end up in a hospital. live in a hut. clean it every week. be a vegetarian. breath the most virgin of breezes. get away with stealing a mango fruit from an untrespassable property. plant a whole plantation of Suriguelas (Sinaguelas..basta kanang color violet kung hinog then green kung dili pa hinog). fly my own kite on a rice field. sew my own clothes from used curtains. i want to be free from the hassles and pleasures of the city...away from mediocrity.

raise little Jedi knights and name one Becky ♥."

try travelling without taking pictures, perhaps it would be more memorable that way.

but the Jedi Warrior wants otherwise.

"Anakin wants power. charisma. dictatorship. the Millennium falcon. to free his mother. save practically everyone he loves. save me and perhaps the future with the little padawans."

but it is he who is in danger. 
and so i add..

"Youre going down a path i cannot follow. i will stay right here, in case you decide to come back."

but then again, it took about a 5-second force choke to eventually kill her during child (technically, children) birth...

Anakin protected her from a fallacious prophecy of death by turning into the Dark side...not knowing it was he who fulfilled that very prophecy...